It’s raining.
All day.
And I have nothing to do. So I deicided to paint my nails, workout and just bum around the house. I found myself on facebook and thinking about myself. I don’t know about me. I can’t even write anything decent anymore. I can’t take a single nice picture of myself, and when I look in the mirror I find myself as less than beautiful. (By that I mean severely ugly.) I am not sure what has changed in me. Perhaps it is just the day. I don’t know, I just hope it passes soon. I hate seeing all the talent and fun and beauty everyone else has, I feel like everyone looks down on me. Everyone changed during the summer, everyone became even more pretty. Me, I went the opposite way. Nothing big had changed, I just wasn’t as chummy with everyone as I was, I was less pleased with myself. I wish I wasn’t like this. It is quite depressing and confusing. Blargh.